team meeting

i am writing during my team meeting
because this was too funny

one of my teammates started speaking in russian randomly.
my other teammate than went on to say wow, that's so cool that you can speak russian. it's more complicated than languages like spanish and french. i always wanted to speak a cool language like russian, or japanese, or chinese. as he said the languages, he looked at people on the team.

btw... this was a white guy speaking. and on our team is one russian, one japanese, another white, and me... korean.. apparently shin is chinese.

and of course, i just nodded and smiled

comfort

is it true that the closer you are with someone, the more comfortable you are with arguing with them? as in, you're okay with yelling at them about stupid and important stuff. I never feel comfortable in those situations.. but who does. I have only gotten into maybe two actual arguments with friends but I feel as though those make me stronger. It's those petty arguments that make me wonder.


I argued with my dad today. It's been awhile since I've argued with him since normally I don't talk as he lectures me and I tune out. I have the shortest temper with my parents. It sucks. I really hate that I do. I have patience with strangers, with friends, close and distant. Yet, when it comes to my parents and even my family, I have no patience. Teaching them how to use microsoft word and email was a pain in the butt. When I think about it, there is so much they do for me and have done for me. I'm such a butt-head sometimes.

dying

I noticed yesterday that my computer was only charge to a mere 97% when I have been charging it for a couple of days. NOOOO. I want to preserve this $2000 marvel for as long as I can. So, I took out the charger since you're supposed to technically charge your laptop full then take out the plug and let it run on battery and repeat... this is for maximum battery life.
As soon as I unplugged it, my computer had a freakout and turned off, turned on, turned off, then stopped pmsing and turned on again. Then, the 97 went to 96.
Now, my laptop only charges to 96%

Mr. Jobs... screw you

barriers

College.. is funny.

Seriosuly, it breaks down the barriers of high school. Those, superficial, unimportant, barriers between friends that made the jocks not hang out with the nerds or the drama peops with the overahieving national honor society group. college has allowed me to be friends with so many people that I would have never dreamed of being friends with in high school.

Actually, scratch that. I think that's really other people because for myself, I was a friend nomad. I bounced from group to group in high school, searching for "my" group of friends. I went from the preppy honor society kids to the hispanics to the pothead that hackeysack to the cool asians that partied to the asians in pingpong club that played card games all the time.

yep, that was me. and now, finally in college, i've found a group i finally call my own.

freedom

give me a little bit of FREEDOM and I will run with it.
I have not lived at my house for more than 2 continuous weeks since I reached college.
It's just not the same.

I want to wash the dishes when I want.
I want to watch whatever I want on tv.
I want to not have to think about if others are watching me.

Studying

We are here as students cause God said that we should be students.
Yet, I cannot study. I know I am not made to study, do tests, write papers, work hard on cases.

Then why am I here in school.
Why God WHY?

I think it's cause I'm here to be a social butterfly and to meet people. It's for networking. So that I can find some rich man here and not need to work a day of my life.

I see. Thanks God.

PG Fun

What happened to the days of good clean fun?

Why does fun always mean drinking nowadays? Not that I don't have fun drinking either. Isn't it just a sect of fun but not fun itself?

Good clean fun =
eating
talking
mafia
guitar hero
hookah
mario
basketball

What's wrong with that