don't you hate doing this

chinky

I've had contacts since I was in middle school. Sometime after, I decided to upgrade and become more like my classmates and got blue eyes.

For awhile though, one of my contacts was darker than the other and so I had one blue eye and one brown eye... for a bit.

kind of similar to my friend right here, except brown. Because I was so embarrassed, whenever people looked at me, I would squint my eyes and become more "chinky" as to hide the discolorment... that's not a word but u know what i mean

u'd think my parents would notice and want to change those contacts right away.... but didn't happen. stuck with 2 different eyes for a good couple months

observations of a past

so many things i can write about this picture

look at my hair... i always had this cowlick on my right side... that mother would NEVER curl in. so annoying. and i always had short hair too so my left side always curled in, and my right wouldn't... so it didn't look semetrical.

check out the dog on my baby blue tshirt. RUFF! or more like ROUGH!

there's my hot friend jess. look at that hat. train conductor status. and those cute braces. and that oh so fobby peace sign. aeropostale shirt. waddup!

love old pics

jersey shore

the other day.

friday night.

me roy teddy were watching tv at nighttime. jersey shore happened to be on and we started watching. I'm not a huge fan of the show.. yet. When it comes to these trashy reality shows, I'm always against it at first and think I'm better... but like I got sucked into the hills and outback jack, I could see my self getting stuck into this show as well. With these fake tanned ripped abs greasy hair guys and big chested loud mouth hoes... who wouldn't wanna watch?

Anyways, I've never watched any full episodes but as I watched, I hear those 2 girls chattering away.

Woww, Sammi is a hoe.

Yeah, but if she got in a fight with Jenny, she would kick her ass.

I think she's the type of girl who punches guys really hard and wouldn't expect getting hit back.

I'd hit her back.

....

Wowwww, she hooked up with another guy? She was with Ronnie the night before.

Oh myyy! (squeal)

So, it wasn't EXXACTLY like this, but you get the just. This was the basic convo b/w those 2 monkeys.

I went to sleep at 3 am.

Then went to sleep at 6 am.. after watching countless episodes.

What has this world come to.

rummy

new fun game. play with yo friends!!

our house has been addicted to this game like teddy is to the muscle milk

love winning. any new challengers? learn and enter the mount vernon house with caution.

btw. i'm the grandpa above. and teddy is the little boy. chinese boy

that time

it sucks

having a cold

and being that time of the month

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get it?

mo money mo problems

biggie got it wrong...

it's less money mo problems

i hate money. gosh, i dislike that it's such an idol in my life. i guess i was always comfortable with money and so i didn't appreciate it and bought all the fun toys that were definitely boy specific (nerf guns, playmobil, dreamcast, ps2).

Lately, I've been pressured by society and my parents to get a job. Seeing as I slacked off in school and didn't become the typical asian with the typical 3.5+ gpa, I can't get dream jobs with google or other top companies that look at that junk. So instead, I am looking at random stuff like event coordinator or program coordinator positions. Seeing as I still don't have a job, I am becoming worried because of a little thing called rent, a little thing called food, and a big thing called beer and wine (another post about my new hobby later).

How to Solve Money Problems How do you solve money problems? 1. Stop spending- not possibly 2. Worry- of course 3. Blame someone or something- stupid banks... just give me a freebie for my credit card.. once? 4. Give up- once taylor lautner realizes i am his true love and uses his twilight money for our getaway 5. Go further into debt- been there done that YAWNNN 6. Sell a possession- can i sell some hotness? too much of that going on here 7. Become depressed-just watch bridget jones diary, add some wine, on a friday night... there u go 8. Complain-actually, i don't like thees one 9. Cheat or steal- I WOULD NEVER!!! k maybe like once 10. Hope someone will just give you the money you need- OPRAH?!?!?!?!?!? My real attitude i know should be to ask for guidance from god. it's easier said than done. people say i should be thankful for this period of rest and that i will really grow with god from this experience.... mostly i'm getting anxious and restless as i see friends one by one get jobs and i'm still left on the unemployed boat... well me and roy god!!!! please give me a job i like and that pays a decent amount... food taster, celtics owner, or queen of china (get all the crab rangoons i want)