do you know who you're praising?

Usually I'm the number one fan of praise at any church. It gives me the words to worship since I am not good with words.

This sunday though, I didn't feel it. I looked around and was in shock of the lack of response from fellow church goers. Literally, the praise team was rocking out and worshipping fully, yet all these prideful Asian cornerstoners just stood there with hardly any movement or even raising of a hand.

I was so disappointed and remembered of the church in La Villa, TX and how the people there were so natural and joyful in their worship. They would shout energetically and lift their hands amazingly to our father. Later on, during the sermon in La Villa, Sylvia shouted out "Do you know who you're praising?!" This comment should be relayed to all cstoners. Seriously, if we really knew who we were worshipping, would we just half ass it? Would we be so worried and conscientious of our image or how we look? How can we play so much the night before and then at church, stay so reserved. Do we know who all of this is for?

WAKE UP YOU SLUGGARDS

record

when i was younger, and when there were no dvds,

i used to record everything on video tapes.

i have countless videos of music videos, i distinctly remember getting excited to record n'sync "byebyebye" and celine dion "that's the way it is" and jlo "waitint for tonight." don't ask me why i remember those ones. i thought it was so fun watching those videos over and over... now youtube is at my fingers.

on thursdays, i'd have a hard decision of watching or recording grey's anatomy vs the oc. it was the peak for both shows and the two stupid networks decided to air them at the same time. i used to rewatch those video tapes so much and when my mom wouldn't buy me more blank tapes, just rerecord over the old tapes.

man i was so cool and resourceful.

GLEE

so excited

APRIL 13!!

natural conditioned behavior?

It's funny how humans can condition themselves. Once we do something out of the ordinary that we would normally be scared of, we start feeling less emotional about it and it becomes a habit.

I wrote this note in my iphone.. obviosuly something happened in which I created this thought and deemed it important enough to write down. Currently, I do not remember why.. so sorry i it's confusing.

I'll make an example now.

When babies are young, they don't know how to eat and probably get scared of spoons. Later on though, they're conditioned to use spoons to pick up food.

That's a bad example, lemme think of one later

Faith

God is amazing. Texas was... possible. Going there really proved that we just need to trust in God for everything. The people there were so amazing and generous and really resembled a servant heart. I had a glimpse of God's kingdom there in La villa at the church.

God is good.

flexy wexy

be flexible

here we go OneLove

Texas texas texaS?

capris

im no good with words

WOW BIG SURPRISE!

i emailed my mom today to bring up stuff for my missions trip

i completely forgot what capris were so i had to google 3/4 length pants and capris popped up.

go figure