barriers

College.. is funny.

Seriosuly, it breaks down the barriers of high school. Those, superficial, unimportant, barriers between friends that made the jocks not hang out with the nerds or the drama peops with the overahieving national honor society group. college has allowed me to be friends with so many people that I would have never dreamed of being friends with in high school.

Actually, scratch that. I think that's really other people because for myself, I was a friend nomad. I bounced from group to group in high school, searching for "my" group of friends. I went from the preppy honor society kids to the hispanics to the pothead that hackeysack to the cool asians that partied to the asians in pingpong club that played card games all the time.

yep, that was me. and now, finally in college, i've found a group i finally call my own.

freedom

give me a little bit of FREEDOM and I will run with it.
I have not lived at my house for more than 2 continuous weeks since I reached college.
It's just not the same.

I want to wash the dishes when I want.
I want to watch whatever I want on tv.
I want to not have to think about if others are watching me.

Studying

We are here as students cause God said that we should be students.
Yet, I cannot study. I know I am not made to study, do tests, write papers, work hard on cases.

Then why am I here in school.
Why God WHY?

I think it's cause I'm here to be a social butterfly and to meet people. It's for networking. So that I can find some rich man here and not need to work a day of my life.

I see. Thanks God.

PG Fun

What happened to the days of good clean fun?

Why does fun always mean drinking nowadays? Not that I don't have fun drinking either. Isn't it just a sect of fun but not fun itself?

Good clean fun =
eating
talking
mafia
guitar hero
hookah
mario
basketball

What's wrong with that

selfish

How could I be so selfish?
People think I'm so giving... I'm not.

grrrr. i regret this morning. sorry